what i learnt from u..

haa..its been a while tp this 1 not about raye..
tp sumtim else..keep readin'.. *post ni bkn nk kenakan sape2..

ok, 1st, i want to thank her(klo dia bce, dia tau laa sape)..
u taught me alot...
even we were nothing yet, but a centi from that kind of relation,
u may never remember but i did..
coz i have all ur sms from da beginning..

they said that once we love sumtim too much, that sumtim will be taken from us..
it may true...or not...i think its true..

1. i shouldnt be too(over) nice to people.
2. just simply take gurlz easy, i mean in early stage.
3. n me, never understand others
4. never lie to myself.
5. dont believe distant relationship.
6. dont pursue someone too much.

act, theres a lot..i just cant remember by this tyme...
nnt laa update...
so, thats leave that.

sekadar DOA...

"ya ALLAH
jika DIA benar untukku
dekatkanlah hatiku dgn hatinya
jika DIA bukan milikku
damaikanlah hatiku
dgn ketentuanMU"

pabila ku pulang...

hahaha...
ni 1st post sejak ak duk umh...
mmg btol baiti jannati..
on da way blk klate...mmg jam..
tp kt bentong je laa..
tp agak pnjg aa..patot r ak risau sgt sblom ni..
pe tidak nye....tgk kiri, ade je kete accident...
haiya....alhamdulillah ak smpai ngan selamat...
smpai umh kul 12.30...
urm....kan tol kta free, free menda...
kan masuk karak tu mmg sblom ni xyah byr,,,then byr tyme kuar je...
ak msk free...best aa kan...ble kuar kena byr,,,

"sorry dik, no more free tol..smpai kul 5 jek..."
"oii,,,jam kete sye lom kul 5 ag...ade 3 minit ag.."
"tp jam sistem kami tnjk kul 5pg..."

so, dgn bgga nye,,,kitaorg jd 1st yg byr tol...rm21..
lyn jee...
ak mmg lyn balik...mmg gler...
haha...ade kwn kali ni...
so, xde aa borink sgt.....
urmmm.....ok2...smpai sini dlu..nnt ak smbong ag..bye2..

"n, selamat hari rye yup..."

why do cats end up under tyres?

first Kiko then Montel...i dunno why....
both of 'em r my cats...
Kiko end its life suddenly, an unexplanable way...
but Montel....haiya...

wlaupun kucim2 ku sume dtg dr tepi jln...tp mreka ok je...
sume stat ngan Koko...mak kpd Kiko...
dr kecik, ktaorg(family ak) bela dia...
smpai dia bsr n jd mak kpd 3 org ank, Kiko, Hitam n ak xigt sekor lg..
Kiko plg comey tp mati kt umah jiran...ak ade gmbr dia..tp lupa letak kt mane...
syg btol..tp sblom tuh..ketika masih dlm susuan koko, sekor ank angkat
join dorg..nme belang...jd 4 bradek..ble dh besar...koko pom dh ilang...
hanye hitam n belang je tggl...

2 ekor tuh jd sweet kapel...ha4..ye2 all je ak..
n last2, belang kuarkan ank 3 ekr...
yg pelik nye...sekor je yg bulu lebat n gemok..
kitaorg bg dia nma montel...
sbln je ak tggl dia, balik2 dh jd knk2...
comey sgt...
tp syg, mak ak langgar dia time reverse kete...
ak pom xphm..knp kucim slalu mati sbb kete...
ak bkn xleh trima menda tuh.,.tp sbb ak ske sgt ngan kucim ni..
tu laa ak mcm xpuas ati tuh...
klo bleh, ak nk suh mak ak beli ganti sekor kucim
bru utk ak..
nnt laa...ble ak balik rye....!!

n utk belang, berusaha ye utk dptkan ank2 yg lagi comey!! ;p

things that i regret once a while

in my first week at JAD..a senior said that i'll regret on JAD..
and i just said i will never do...
but certain things came n made me do regret of JAD...
how hard it is to master japanese..
maybe, if i applied for US or UK, i would be there now..
but now, i applied for japan, n here i am..still struggling and 5 more sems left..
i looked at paper..salam perantauan...dr semua yg kt overseas..
mesti laa jeles...ble ak nk fly?!!
bleh x...ypm anta ak ke jepun skrg?
xyah nk exam2 ni..kasi msk u tros...
aargggghhh!!!
sakit nyer terasa...
dlu, ak dpt petronas, klo ak pegi utp..kan len cite...

tp skrg..jln dh ak pilih..so sepatotnye ak b'usaha utk survive..
n sape2 , tlg ak ye..
really2 need it...

COnsuLtation..haha

walaupun topik xde mnarik pom..sje nk tulis..hee~
ari ni ak kne consult ngan sensei psl final exam..
sbjk, bhasa jepon..yg ak dpt B+

ble mula2 ak msuk bilik, dia kasi result ak..yg lebih detail ag...
ak tgk...agk t'kejut gak laa...grammar ngan 'GOI'(xtaw dlm bm pe)
ak dpt half je...bapak trok..haha

amaran: perbualan dlm bhasa jepon
U: syakir, cam mane result kamu?
S: trok la sensei..(smbil gelak)
U: agak2 knape tuh?
S: sy xtaw laa sensei...sy dh blaja btol2...
U: dia ty, dh xmen bola? men game? tgk drama?
(dia saje nk perli ak..sbb dlu result ak trok sbb menda2 diatas)
S: dh xmen sensei..btol sy xmen...blaja je..(^^)
U: skrg ape yg kamu buat?
S: sbb exam dh abis...sy pun 'himajin' so sy men game byk2, tgk drama....
U: urm, dlm hidup kt jad, pe yg plg best?
S: hidup bersama kwn2..(ak men bantai je, sbb xtau nk ckp pe..)
U: then, ape mslh awk?
S: vocab kot sy xigt...tp sy hafal tau..
U: camne kamu hafal?
S: sy bca je.....(^^)
U: mane bleh g2...(then, dia bg la cdangan dia)
S: hai2...wakatta..
U: dlm klas pe mslh?
S: sya ngantuk..xtaw laa camne nk xbg ngantuk..nk tdo rsnyer..
U: ..............(dia mampu senyum je)....ade pe2 nk ty(Blom sempat dia habiskan soklan ak dh jwb).
S: nai! (xde)
U:klo ade pe2...
S:hai...!!
then ak ckp arigatou then blah..

xtaw laa...patut ngan sensei kena gna bhsa sopan..
tp sbb ak t'pengaruh ngan drama...men cakap je..
plg krg, dia paham...xgitu?
so sensei, hontouni sumimasendeshita... ;P

1more, same old thing...

pg td ak kna jmpa ngan org ypm(penaja)..
ye laa..fail fizik katakan...bkn ak sorg...
ade laa dlm 20 org kot....agk2 je..
kira yg ade fail laa...
kena laaa lecture sket td.....tp ak stay cool je...mls nk lyn sume tuh..
pe yg penting..look forward...xkisah la pe yg lepas tuh...
cuma ble arbain sensei ty..."ok syakir, sy nk dgr awk ckp, pe ko buat kt jad?"
"cube ko cite sket"

then ak jwb, "erm...dlu sy slalu men bola ngan senpaitachi"
" tp lately sy balik, kena study...mlm pon study"

ak igt nk bantai td...nk ckp xcukup b'sukan....
xbleh..sbb time dia wat koko, ak ponteng...ade patut suh ak jog..mls laa...
men bola bleh laa...haha...
then ade yg ckp msa xcukup..btol3...24jam shari mmg xcukup...

anyhow, ak xkan slh kan sensei pon...sbb ak tau ak fail sbb slh ak sndiri...
then, pe yg org ypm ckp, ak xleh adapt ag ngan jad..mmg btol...
still the same old prob since the 1st time i've been in jad..
mada2...

haha...ntah laa tetbe je ak rs ak bleh control stress ak..kot laa...
1st time hepi gini...ke sbb daisenpai bg mkn free...mmg kyg gler...
bleh pose 4hari...haha...
so, mula hari ini...ak nk try xnk stress pom...

n 1 ag ak nk wat, bca al-Quran sbyk mungkin..tng seyh... (^^)

just cant write it better!! LOL..

waahhh....at last...
urm.....menda ekk...
owh..psl tulis kanji ngan fude(berus kot)..
dh lupe laa vocab jepon neh... ;p
ak pilih nk wat kanji "TOMODACHI" which mean kawan..
nmpk mcm sng je...
tp ble dh nk tulis....
shaking abes tgn ak....
b'puluh kali ak try...xde nye lawa....
benci btol! hihi...
pe2 ni hasil nye....